The Big Goodbye

by Ghost to Ghost

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1.
Recently I'\ve been thinking about those streets we'd drive down every Sunday/ The ones you thought had real cute names/ I remember Pecan Lane/ Find the time to organize the shelf out in the living room/ You decorate your space with knick-knacks and tattoos/ I never thought I'd be the last one to leave here/ Lost in the back room with the dust on my old band's gear/ Trip over disappointment as I make my way to the front door/ Tell you I love you like I have one million times before/ The more I drink the more I think the cigs I smoked at seventeen/ Are the root of all my dependencies and why you can't depend on me/ Last night we argued whether it was kam-oh-meal or kam-oh-mile tea/ This morning I brewed you a cup of chai so you wouldn't be mad at me/ I never thought I'd be the last one to leave here/ Lost in the back room with the dust on my old band's gear/ Trip over disappointment as I make my way to the front door/ Tell you I love you like I have one million times before/ I pack the last few of my things and take one final look around/ I ran my hands along the walls just before they crumbled down/ I put the final box in the truck just before you asked if I'm doing alright/ I said I would always be as long as I was by your side/
2.
Even at the age of twenty-five/ I'm too scared to take the steps to better my life/ And nowwwwwww it's snowing and it's cold outside/ And the weight is pulling down the branches on the pines/ And I can't shake this feeling that I'm being left behind/ The leaves are swirling in the front yard/ As I watch you from the window step out of your car/ And IIIIII can feel the beating of my heart/ Quicken with your every pace until we're just a few steps apart/ But you showed me/ How to love again/ And you showed me/ How to love to be alive/ I'm finding it hard to forgive myself/ For all the times I put my best friends on the shelf/ And liiiieeed saying I didn't need their help/ Just another sad excuse to be by myself/ And I can't shake this feeling that I've been living in poor health/ But you showed me/ How to let people in/ And you showed me/ How to love again/ And you showed me/ How to love to be alive/
3.
You're out on the couch watching tv/ And I'm lying alone in bed just trying to get some sleep/ But it's not the constant noise that's been distracting me/ It's the fear of what I'll see inside of my dreams/ And it's not the cats jumping on and off of the bed/ It's the scrutiny of my past failures on repeat in my head/ And the fact that my mother called me on her lunch break again/ And how I'm scared to death that I'm hear only friend/ And it breaks my heart(x3)/ But you don't/ So let's get out of the house for an evening/ I can't drive but you can pick me/ Up at 203 South Elmwood Street/ Just call me when you get here cause there's no free parking/ Bricks in the sidewalk are constantly cracking/ And I can't dodge them all while I'm walking/ Cause I'm trying to grab my phone to pretend like I'm talking/ So the homeless man on street won't ask me for some change/ And I've been good all year I swear/ I'm just lacking the energy to pretend like I care/ But soon I'll be broke and unable to pay my rent/ And I'll be on the street with him just talking shit/ About the people who won't(x3) Spare change So let's get drunk in someone's unfinished basement/ Give our moods a temporary facelift/ In the morning we can sleep in then go out for coffee/ Just hope you brought your walking shoes cause there's no free parking/ There's no free parking(x3) I don't want to be the one to tell you to go home/ So go head and stay the night and I will keep you warm/ Cause I can't stand the thought of sending you out into this world/ That's just gonna tear you down/ And swallow you whole/ Tweet-tweet
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Jamie's working overnights stocking shelves/ At her local grocery store/ Making payments to the community college/ For classes she's taken before/ Back in high school she was a stunner/ All the boys would stop and stare in the halls/ Now she just prays for the days where she doesn't get anxious from unopened mail and missed calls/ Jordan's working dish-pit at the restaurant/ Just down the street from my apartment/ And every time I see him I ask if he's ever/ Thought of changing departments/ But he's says 'the pay's not bad/ And he's not really lookin' to upgrade his pad/ So why waste the time trying something new?"/ I don't want to be a bummer/ But I can't stomach another summer here/ So I'll work myself to the bone before I get gone/ Then I'll gather up everyone I've ever known/ For the big goodbye it's the big goodbye/ It's the big goodbye it's the big goodbye/ It's the big goodbye it's the big goodbye/ It's the big goodbye it's the big goodbye/

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Songs about leaving your hometown and living with your mistakes

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released June 25, 2021

Vocals/Guitars - Dominic Pomanto
Bass - Mason Tomlinson
Drums - Casey McDonald
MIxing/Mastering - Mathew Moormann

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